Alone

Occasionally I will get this feeling in my body/chest/soul where I just want to be left completely alone. I can’t describe the feeling, it’s kind of a weird gnawing tinge in my gut and travels to my chest. It’s not anxiety, it’s just…a feeling. It’s hard to transcribe but my brain manages to translate it as “You need to be alone”.

The past few weeks I’ve just been going, going, going. For years, I think I just categorized it this feeling as Heaven just needs Alone Time, but I think it might be my brain’s way of saying, “You should process your emotions”.

I feel like there hasn’t been a whole lot of drastic change recently, but I don’t think there needs to be drastic change to process your emotions. Day to day living is enough, and since I haven’t had a moment to myself to truly be by myself, my soul has felt neglected. I think I just need a breather, reconnect with myself. I don’t mean to make this sound all hippie-dippy, but sometimes I just need a reminder to slow down.