A Lack of Hurbis

I’ve lost my confidence and I have no idea where it went. Let me preface there wasn’t a whole lot there to begin with so losing the little I have left is the equivalent of an overdraft fee in your negative bank account.

I posted a picture on Instagram last night and within fifteen minutes I deleted it. I just didn’t feel comfortable having it up there. There’s nothing wrong with the photo, otherwise I wouldn’t have posted it but I second guessed it. I felt like maybe it’s not interesting enough to be looked at. I just feel so insecure with myself these days. With my writing, my photography, hosting a podcast. I’m just sick of everything I output. I just don’t know why I even try anymore.

These days the only place I feel comfortable is here.